“My thoughts have kept me warm like a heavy woven coat. But when I looked closer, I found that the fabric wasn’t made of fine linen, but of chains. “~ Spirit through Jen Huber
Happy Pisces Season!
You may find yourself feeling a bittersweet energy as we move into the new moon this week. For some time now we have been feeling the energy of forward movement, the sweet anticipation of change and expansion. Patiently waiting and working on this current cycle of healing as we emerge out of the winter darkness. Many of us have felt that “in between energy” knowing and feeling new opportunities are flowing to us but not knowing exactly what they are. This is incredibly exhilarating and frustrating at the same time.
In the not knowing and in between space we can grasp at our mind’s thoughts and ideas of what things “might look like”, “should look like”, and even “it will be this” to give us comfort. Over the last few months so much has been released and that has made space for the energies of what’s to come.
This energy for me feels like the last few days I spent in Washington before setting out on my cross-country journey and move to Atlanta. I was excited! Feeling brave and courageous! I was ready to set out on my adventure to follow my dreams and experience the freedom I manifested. But there was this pit in my stomach. I was going to have to say goodbye to my family, my friends, and my home. I simultaneously felt amazing and terrified. I was going to have to feel the pain of saying goodbye before I could say hello and fully receive what was next on my journey.
It makes sense that I would need to mourn the leaving of all my physical reality in Washington, right?
Our outdated thoughts and beliefs are no different. They’ve in some way given us the “feeling” of security and warmth. But it’s time, and we are ready to shed that layer!
So today or whenever you’re divinely reading this remember it’s ok to feel the goodbyes in the anticipation of hello. Matter of fact it’s necessary. Just because something no longer serves you or you may not even like it anymore doesn’t mean the letting go isn’t painful and the feelings should be dismissed. Bittersweet is a complex feeling. It’s ok to be excited and sad at the same time.
Love that part of you that needs to cry and mourn the letting go of thoughts, beliefs, and the idea of how things should be, should have been, and the needing to know.
Feeling and flowing through the painful parts of goodbye is what makes room for the Magic of hello.
